Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Last words in Advance. JUST IN CASE!

If you did follow me on Twitter @TINGnovbaby

You might probably had seen this tweet.. *pointing up*

Yea,the red outlined one.

Its about my last words.

"Hello?im nt dying,dont thought that im gonna die soon or what"

BUT

who knows right? Everytime im sick like a what,i'd think..what happens if im gone one day?

Out of sudden? without any face-to-face last words to my family and all my dearies?

So..just in case,JUST IN CASE,

These are all my heartspoken words that i'd like to say:

To my family,

Thanks for accompanying me throughout the years,from the day i came to this world and to the day that im gonna leave this world.

Conflicts may have happening often in the family at time,but i know there's love still.

Complaining at time though,perhaps im too on my own.

But haha,thats my character right? Im sure you all know me the best than any others,my dear family.

Dear every single member in my family,i love you all.

Its been hard for you guys to tolerate my emotions and princess attitude i know. So..thanks...sincerely.

Many things and feelings cant be expressed just by words.

But please know that,i do love this family..and never really wanna leave this family.

Its my home.

To my friends,

Thanks all my friends who brought me laughter and everything. For normal-and-not-close friends,nice to know you all,really taking all of you as friends. I take everyone i know,as friends.

Appreciated how i met every of you,cause that's part of the chapters of my life. Thanks all for participating in my life.

WELL,HOW CAN I NOT SPECIALLY MENTION my FRIENDS FOREVER ya?

Hee,

(Not in sequence okay! i treat you girls all fair fair!)

♥ to my GFF : You're like my sister lurh! TERRIFYING TELEPATHY between us! Creepiness. Always helped me in school and in life. I think god forgotten to put us in the same family by mistake! We got so much thing in common. You're really an awesome bestie im having throughout my 3-years poly life. But if one day im gone, you this crybaby please dont cry okay.

Remember ah,dont let people take you for granted.(You know what i meant,Eileen Hoo.)

Dont 太好骗 please. And dont sleep like the world is gonna end. Eat my share of Subway if im gone one day,okay? Or find a new GFF...seriously. lol.

♥ to my BFF : Hi,food monster. Why you love FROGs sooooo much? Another awesome bestie i had in my 3 yrs of poly life. Without you and Eileen,how's my poly life gonna be? You girls are like my hands in my school-life. I'd be like half crippled if you girls aren't with me. I know you love long hair girls, please dont fall for me.*Flips hair* LOL. Okay,i stop. Stop misplacing your ezlink card,Melissa Oh!!!! You know whats your wallet for? You know your bags got some small compartment with zip? You know you know??? Tsk.

♥ to my Babes(Ping and Hsien) : Thanks you babes! Thanks for everything. Though we arent in the same sch after we graduated from Canberra,but we are even closer than before! Really love you babes~. Especially ping, being besties since secondary 2,you know me the best. my characters and whateva,everything. Thanks for giving in to me always. Hope you find a super good guy that's true to you. You will.. :) Many words need to be explained by the things in life,i cant really describe much about our friendship in words. It simply Truthfulness,Trust,Tolerance. Simple but beautiful. Thanks for being my babes.

♥ to my GF : You're the most heartless lurh. Always got no time for me hor. Very very berry taoyan. But what to do,we are GFs. Dont cry so much like me lehs. If im not around,be less emo please. Get a target for your life,plan for the future you want. Dont just spend life this way. Study hard. Thanks for being sweet,like sweetie babe Jolene and Qing Ai de Zongjin. You girls are really nice,glad to know you all from the atrium sales. Love you all.

♥ to my woman : Woman Teresa!!! I miss you so much! Its been such a long time since we shopped in town together! You're my best shopping mate i think. You're an interesting friend, and caring too. Glad that i know you. Loves. :)

♥ to my darling Retard : Retard,best cousin i ever have lurh! Love having you around. Giving in to me always too. If one day im gone,dont cry retard. Dont cry like how we cried when grandpa is gone. Love always ya~ :)

To my haters:

You can hate me. but i hope you dont. Because i never want to take anyone as my enemy. I dont intend to have any enemy in life. I hope everyone are friends. World peace. If by some misunderstanding,you have any disagreements with me or problems about me, i must say that i never want to be mean to anyone.

To vampire S.w.k:

Hi,how are you? Do you even still remember me after a year plus? I hope you're living good.

If im gonna say my last words to you,it'd probably be : "Thank you."

Thanks for being the one that i'll never forgets.

Thanks for being the one that i know i'll always love.

Thanks for hurting me,that makes me stronger.

Thanks for bring me sweet and blissful moments.might not be anything to you,but its everything to me.

I wondered,if we ever have the chance to talk again..or even,say a hello.

I guessed,its impossible.

But your number is still in my phone,memories with you are still in my head,the love for you is still in my heart.

A song that i think it suits what i wanna say.

我以为恶梦不会一直缠着我
我以为头痛闭上眼就痊癒了
我只听你爱听的歌
我只做你的朋友
我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口
我变了好多是否更靠近你呢
等一个固执的如果
如果你懂我为什麽就够了
你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意
不是故意让自己变得不再像自己
为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力
你却离我越来越远的距离
直到我失去你
www.mtvzz.com
我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口
我变了好多是否更靠近你呢
等一个固执的如果
如果你懂我为什麽就够了
你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意
不是故意让自己变得不再像自己
为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力
你却离我越来越远的距离
直到我失去你
你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意
不是故意让自己变得不再像自己
为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力
直到我失去你
你却离我越来越远的距离
真的不是故意

"一生中至少要有两次冲动，一次为奋不顾身的爱情，一次为说走就走的旅行。"

To you:你就是那一次的冲动，我那奋不顾身的爱情.

你是好人也是坏人.

2:36 PM