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First paper of Common Test down.

2012-02-09T18:04:00.002+08:00

First paper of Common Test down.

One more to go tmr and awaiting for last lap of examinations of my three-years-polylife .

#foreverlastminutemugging

I only miss you when I'm breathing. ♥

你挡住了我的心的所有视线...除了你，我看不见别人。

2012-02-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

Feeling emotional right now.

For the whole day,i shall say.

Physically & Emotionally tired.

T.I.R.E.D

(Tried.Ignorance.Reminded.Emotional.Dying.)

Doesn't feel alright now... almost cried when im on my way home from work.

Just feels really tired,especially that my monthly affairs visited me and made me super weak.

Tired to dealt with people that comes into my life.

Hate it.

Just want a simple life.

Felt like a bitch.

Hurting someone because of someone...and giving false hope.

[不要对谁特别好，也不要对谁特别不好 ♥]

"Im really sorry,but i just wanna be friends for now,thats all.

Maybe you dont wanna be friends,like you said..but thats all we could be.

I dont wanna take you for granted. You're nice,and i really appreciated the way you've been treating me,giving in to me always,and doting on me. But,sometimes i just dont feels right. Maybe im picky or what..i dunno..i really have no idea what i really want... That's why i told you not to waste time on me,dont take me more than a friend...Sorry. "

Maybe one day i might regret for not being with you,but at least i wont hurt you further.

Sincerely hope that we can still stay as friends.

Things that you yearn for will never be yours.

What's being offered to you,is something/someone you never aim to want.

I wanted the one who hurt me the most..

But i hurt the one who wanted me more than he do.

To love,or to be loved?

Im fickled-minded.

I dont know what i want.

Or maybe,im still waiting for him.

Can i just be a little girl for once? Cry with no people thinking im mad,cry like nobody business and get consoled. Just wanna be a small little girl right now...

‎...我只願　守護　由你給我的幸福
...也許會　笑著哭　但那人是你所以　不怕苦 ♥

也許有天　生命中會出現
那一個誰走進我的心裡面
他不必是個Mr. Perfect
只要他　善良體貼
Be my friend and be my soul mate

我等的人會是誰　何時才出現
Make me whole　make me brave
我等的人會是誰　不急在眼前
I can wait I will Pray

♥

这一路,每一步,走的太幸苦... ♥

"I'm the type of person that will try to make everyone smile but when i am in need of a smile, no one is there."

MAYBE...

I SHOULD LOCK MY WORLD.

年初二

2012-01-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hee,started my this post on 年初二 with mummy mommy's chio photo!!! So dreamy right?

Then...MINE!!!

Its leopard printssss!!!!

Eh wait,till you see the main point of the dress...

V-BACKLESS DRESS! :D

Polaroid with darling retard! She used up her hello kitty film. :(

Then sister and i did smth.

we changed her BF pict on her phone's wallpaper to our picture!

A snap with the two sisters. Okay,2 pair of sisters!

Then a superrrr sweet photo of us~ Taoyan!

Super love this photo!!!!

Slacked at Da Yee's house for whole afternoon,chatting and eat.

So...camwhored again before we are apart.... :(

Hee,i looks tall 有没有！who ask her to wear slippers!

Opppsss. crossing road.

A snap w Da yee :P

Then one with mummy when we reaching home!

So this is my 年初二！

How's yours? :)

CNY 2012 the dragon year.

2012-01-25T23:48:00.004+08:00

FIRST OF ALL,

A CNY GREETING TO WHOEVA's READING MY BLOG NOW...

YES ITS YOU! HAHAHAHA.

Okay,be serious.

So its finally the Lunar New Year!!!

Everyone love this occasion right???

its Collect Angbaos time and have-fun time!

So is it some gambling time for many people...

So,it starts off with CNY Eve's.

团圆饭aka年夜饭 time~

Didnt camwhore tt night cause i look super..cui.

So,okay we had steamboat like always.

年初一:

The Big Toh's family!!!

So obviously,we spent our first day of CNY at one of my paternal uncle's place.

Love going to his house,super huge and comfy.

Had a great day with the cousins and elders over there. Before we went there,we actually had our lunch together at Bukit timah's Five Star Chicken Rice shop. Uncle reserved tables there and had the menu ordered. 7-8 dishes in total. Madness. Thanks uncle for the treat every year,didnt attend the lunch session for 2 years though. Hee. Hope to be closer to all these cousins.. :)

Ohya! Spot the baby! She's super cutee! Lovely you know!

See! cute right???

Love the way she lie on my chest. hee xD

Love my outfit!

Heading out to meet the relatives for lunch before heading to Uncle's place.

Love the heart-shaped at the back!

With mummy mommy.

Family of 4.

More pictures at my cousins' fb but im simply lazy.

Update about 年初二 tmr or so. Byeee. Goodnight!

14/01/2012

2012-01-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

有些人值得等候,有些悲伤值得忍受...我爱你不是冲动...

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2012-01-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

Am back yooh!!! After...nine days! Abandoned my blog for freaking nine days! *Guilty*

Lovin the above pict! Its my current Fb's dp! Hee xD

Anyway,2012 isn't too bad right?

Not gonna summarized the past nine days!

Headed to town after school today with BFF.

Gonna head down to FarEast Plaza someday before CNY to buy my heels!

Settled at Graffiti Cafe@Cineleisure for lunch! Starving!

Pontian wanton mee! with ice yuanyang to fill the tummy. Funny staffs over there.

Saw lotsa drawings and words all over the wall,couch,tables & chairs!

So...

WE DECIDED TO LEAVE SMTH THERE TOO!

The one on the wall drew by me. The one written on the table by my bff-Melissa! ♥

Then as we were reading the funny craps on the wall...

i saw this. so i told mel : "

If were written by sec school couple,10years later when they saw this,

it'll become "那些年我们一起吃过的云吞面" LOL!!!

Too much of “”那些年我们一起追过的女孩

Anyway,this new term of school seems hectic. Stressful though but hopefully we can manage

uh?

Work hard,play hard. :)

Gotta do my report nowww,bye~

2012-01-02T21:59:00.004+08:00

SO HOW'S YOUR NEW YEAR???

Is 2012 a bitch?

Hope its not ya?

So far so good.

Not that bad yet not that good.

AVERAGE,

i shall say.

Spent my first day of 2012 shopping with my mummy!

Went to Bugis. Bought two pieces of pullover and two pieces of dress.

(One of the dress is for CNY. I know im speedy,but since i saw smth nice,just buy? Hees~)

Met sista after that and headed to Causeway point for dinner at ToastBox.

Bought new set of bedsheet, mummy says must change during CNY.

Headed home after a little window shopping.

this is one of the pullover that i've got! Bows!!! i love cute bows.

Dont jelly please!

As for my second day of 2012,its started with all the missing over him.

Well,i've given up though,but not in the heart.

He still occupies a part of my heart ya? So,tears ran down the cheeks while im missing him badly,with sad songs playing in my playlist. So i fell asleep with his photo on the phone in my hands. My way of blissfulness.

Woke up super late! near 2 in the afternoon! Well,i slept late. Geezzz.

Went out with my hello kitty bag that jie bought for me!! Cute right?

And lovin this casual style,spag w high waist shorts.

Just done self-manicure!

Bling Bling cyan mint nails! :) ♥

School reopens tmr. Sianzation. Totally still in holiday mood!

Not done with having fun yet! erghhhs.

Gonna go fill my stomach and...slack througout the night. Byeee.

It's 2012!!!

2012-01-01T01:16:00.001+08:00

Happy new year!! Happy 2012!!!
Hope everything will be great and awesome in this brand new year ya!

Loves,婷.

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Last day of 2011

2011-12-31T00:17:00.004+08:00

Its the last day of year 2011!

So what plans have you guys got to welcome 2012 eh?

Me...

STILL THINKING.

In a dilemma of to stay at home & acc my family to welcome the new year,

to go party throughout the night with friends at club?

Hmmm,i wished i can split myself into two!!! :(

So whats your 2012 resolutions ya?

No more passer-bys for my life. No more missing chapters for my story.

No more heartbreaks. ♥

THIS IS MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.

LETS WELCOME

2012~

Enjoy the last day of 2011 yooh! Goodnights!

One day Johor trip + summary of x'mas

2011-12-28T16:14:00.003+08:00

Hey people!

How's your "Boxing Day" on the past monday?

(Do you know about boxing day in the first place? Speaking frankly,i've never heard of it before!)

So i heard from my friends,it meant "unwrap your presents...your X'mas presents!"

So...i spent my "Boxing day" on a JB trip with my friends...instead of unwrapping x'mas presents?

Geeeezzz!!!

So let me talk a little bit about our JB trip ya?

Was looking forward to it,cause its been a long time since i went there.

So met my gff-Eileen,billy and wenhui at Bugis and took bus from there.

Travelled by Causeway link bus.

The queue at Johor's custom was mad long! Loads of people! Hello,it a monday eh?

Plus inefficiency of M'sia...especially Johor's custom..erm hummmm,you know i know right?

Thanks god,its not more than half an hr.

So reached JB at ard 3 plus in the afternoon. waited for gff's friend in JB to pick us up at the custom.

Headed to KSL for lunch and shopping.

AUNTIE ANNE'S!!!!

So happy to see Auntie Anne's there as we were hell hungry.

So bought some and share well gff's friend went to park his car.

Freaking hell CHEAP can..RM 3.40 only for a pretzel?

Settled down at 旺角茶餐厅!!!

五香Fried rice~

With companion of Ice YuanYang,AWESOME!

Shopped for hours in the KSL shopping mall.

SPEECHLESS.

No loots at all.

I seriously wondered how do people in JB survived in..such a boring place?

I MIGHT DIED THERE DUE TO BOREDOM!

The CMI(Cannot-Make-It) GPS in the car! lol. Brought us for a JB tour for like almost an hr!

Apparently,still lost! finding the way~

ZzzzzZZZZ.

So attempting to camwhore in the car

HELLO? CAN YOU SEE US? lol. So dark!

We just took one...because

This girl freaked the GFFs out! Totally!

So we finally arrived at some other shopping mall(i dunno what is it called.)

Hoping for some miracle...but we were disappointed.

So,instead of shopping.

WE EAT INSTEAD.

Crepe!!!

i love 可丽饼!!!

We order Choco w Strawberries. Yumms.

Headed off for late dinner!

鲍鱼面..heard that it's famous.

But,i think it wasn't really great enough to be famous ya?

But still,loads of people there even late in the night.

LOK LOK TIME!

Gff and Billy's 1st time trying. My first try in JB too.

Wasn't as awesome as the ones in Penang.

JB's food was kinda a loser compared to other places in M'sia hurh?

Jam at both JB's and SG's custom. Lucky gff's friend drove us back to Woodlands.

Home sweet home.

(Photos taken from my gff-Eileen's fb.)

A little summary of my X'mas.

On the eve's:

Little gift from my mummy & sista.

Its Maybelline's gel eye shadow! Love the earthy color!

Got my dearies some X'mas presents.

was so last minute that i went for last-min-shopping for the x'mas presents in Orchard. Along with my gf.

Town was hell crowded.

As for the Christmas day itself,rotted at home! LOL.

Just went for a simple dinner at Ajisen with mummy mommy & sista. :)

Simple X'mas for 2011.

Stay tune!

"你所浪费的今天,是昨天死去的人奢望的明天.你所厌恶的现在,是未来的你回不去的曾经." ♥

One more weeke to year 2012.

2011-12-26T02:41:00.001+08:00

Heyya! How's your x'mas?!
mine was boring,well am not a very into x'mas person.
But got some presents for my dearies too. Glad that they love the presents. :)
Today is the last Mon of 2011! No more Monday blues please. Will be heading to jb for shopping later w gff,Billy and gff's friend. Hope the trip will be fun Ya! :)
gonna head to sleep,goodnight my dear! 晚安哟

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Merry X'mas 2011

2011-12-25T00:24:00.001+08:00

Buon Natale!
Jingle bell jingle bell~ <3

MERRY X'mas to everyone ya!
Wishing blissfulness strike and reached everyone!

Mr Santa,give me my him.

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Last words in Advance. JUST IN CASE!

2011-12-20T14:36:00.009+08:00

If you did follow me on Twitter @TINGnovbaby

You might probably had seen this tweet.. *pointing up*

Yea,the red outlined one.

Its about my last words.

"Hello?im nt dying,dont thought that im gonna die soon or what"

BUT

who knows right? Everytime im sick like a what,i'd think..what happens if im gone one day?

Out of sudden? without any face-to-face last words to my family and all my dearies?

So..just in case,JUST IN CASE,

These are all my heartspoken words that i'd like to say:

To my family,

Thanks for accompanying me throughout the years,from the day i came to this world and to the day that im gonna leave this world.

Conflicts may have happening often in the family at time,but i know there's love still.

Complaining at time though,perhaps im too on my own.

But haha,thats my character right? Im sure you all know me the best than any others,my dear family.

Dear every single member in my family,i love you all.

Its been hard for you guys to tolerate my emotions and princess attitude i know. So..thanks...sincerely.

Many things and feelings cant be expressed just by words.

But please know that,i do love this family..and never really wanna leave this family.

Its my home.

To my friends,

Thanks all my friends who brought me laughter and everything. For normal-and-not-close friends,nice to know you all,really taking all of you as friends. I take everyone i know,as friends.

Appreciated how i met every of you,cause that's part of the chapters of my life. Thanks all for participating in my life.

WELL,HOW CAN I NOT SPECIALLY MENTION my FRIENDS FOREVER ya?

Hee,

(Not in sequence okay! i treat you girls all fair fair!)

♥ to my GFF : You're like my sister lurh! TERRIFYING TELEPATHY between us! Creepiness. Always helped me in school and in life. I think god forgotten to put us in the same family by mistake! We got so much thing in common. You're really an awesome bestie im having throughout my 3-years poly life. But if one day im gone, you this crybaby please dont cry okay.

Remember ah,dont let people take you for granted.(You know what i meant,Eileen Hoo.)

Dont 太好骗 please. And dont sleep like the world is gonna end. Eat my share of Subway if im gone one day,okay? Or find a new GFF...seriously. lol.

♥ to my BFF : Hi,food monster. Why you love FROGs sooooo much? Another awesome bestie i had in my 3 yrs of poly life. Without you and Eileen,how's my poly life gonna be? You girls are like my hands in my school-life. I'd be like half crippled if you girls aren't with me. I know you love long hair girls, please dont fall for me.*Flips hair* LOL. Okay,i stop. Stop misplacing your ezlink card,Melissa Oh!!!! You know whats your wallet for? You know your bags got some small compartment with zip? You know you know??? Tsk.

♥ to my Babes(Ping and Hsien) : Thanks you babes! Thanks for everything. Though we arent in the same sch after we graduated from Canberra,but we are even closer than before! Really love you babes~. Especially ping, being besties since secondary 2,you know me the best. my characters and whateva,everything. Thanks for giving in to me always. Hope you find a super good guy that's true to you. You will.. :) Many words need to be explained by the things in life,i cant really describe much about our friendship in words. It simply Truthfulness,Trust,Tolerance. Simple but beautiful. Thanks for being my babes.

♥ to my GF : You're the most heartless lurh. Always got no time for me hor. Very very berry taoyan. But what to do,we are GFs. Dont cry so much like me lehs. If im not around,be less emo please. Get a target for your life,plan for the future you want. Dont just spend life this way. Study hard. Thanks for being sweet,like sweetie babe Jolene and Qing Ai de Zongjin. You girls are really nice,glad to know you all from the atrium sales. Love you all.

♥ to my woman : Woman Teresa!!! I miss you so much! Its been such a long time since we shopped in town together! You're my best shopping mate i think. You're an interesting friend, and caring too. Glad that i know you. Loves. :)

♥ to my darling Retard : Retard,best cousin i ever have lurh! Love having you around. Giving in to me always too. If one day im gone,dont cry retard. Dont cry like how we cried when grandpa is gone. Love always ya~ :)

To my haters:

You can hate me. but i hope you dont. Because i never want to take anyone as my enemy. I dont intend to have any enemy in life. I hope everyone are friends. World peace. If by some misunderstanding,you have any disagreements with me or problems about me, i must say that i never want to be mean to anyone.

To vampire S.w.k:

Hi,how are you? Do you even still remember me after a year plus? I hope you're living good.

If im gonna say my last words to you,it'd probably be : "Thank you."

Thanks for being the one that i'll never forgets.

Thanks for being the one that i know i'll always love.

Thanks for hurting me,that makes me stronger.

Thanks for bring me sweet and blissful moments.might not be anything to you,but its everything to me.

I wondered,if we ever have the chance to talk again..or even,say a hello.

I guessed,its impossible.

But your number is still in my phone,memories with you are still in my head,the love for you is still in my heart.

A song that i think it suits what i wanna say.

我以为恶梦不会一直缠着我
我以为头痛闭上眼就痊癒了
我只听你爱听的歌
我只做你的朋友
我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口
我变了好多是否更靠近你呢
等一个固执的如果
如果你懂我为什麽就够了
你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意
不是故意让自己变得不再像自己
为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力
你却离我越来越远的距离
直到我失去你
www.mtvzz.com
我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口
我变了好多是否更靠近你呢
等一个固执的如果
如果你懂我为什麽就够了
你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意
不是故意让自己变得不再像自己
为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力
你却离我越来越远的距离
直到我失去你
你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意
不是故意让自己变得不再像自己
为了你拼命想拿一百分而努力
直到我失去你
你却离我越来越远的距离
真的不是故意

"一生中至少要有两次冲动，一次为奋不顾身的爱情，一次为说走就走的旅行。"

To you:你就是那一次的冲动，我那奋不顾身的爱情.

你是好人也是坏人.

一样爱着你

2011-12-18T15:43:00.000+08:00

我还是一样的爱着你
不管多少人劝我放弃
有时候我会哼起回忆
这是你可以给我的勇气
我还是一样的爱着你
等待的幸福更不需要怀疑
我知道我可以一直这样爱你

RWS.

2011-12-14T23:46:00.003+08:00

A day in Resort World Sentosa.

Main task(for me) : To babysit my nephew.

Didn't join them for Universal Studio.

Next time perhaps,im thinking.

"Who wanna go? raise up your hands yooh!"

Anyway,reached there around 3 plus with mummy mommy.

And get my sista & cousin to bring nephew bryan out.

I said my task was to babysit him right?! Erghhs.

So...

HE WANTS ICE-CREAM.

So settled down at iL gelato di bruno,just inside Candylicious.

Chocolate & Dolce Latte this boy chosed for his cup.

(He's enjoying his cup of ice cream! Cuteness FTW.)

CANDYLICIOUS!

After which,brought him to get some bread or pastries.

Fruit Danish for him!

Today is a non-stop eating day...seriously!

BECAUSE,

just when we were enjoying our snacks, sista called and came down to find us.

So...they were HUNGRY.

Headed to Chilli's for some italian food.

(he was saying that the corn is heavy! lol.)

Dinner at BeiSheng Thai food restaurant nearby my place.

Camwhored with Jess my Darling retard when we were at home!

LOVIN my Center parting look!

Merely summarized these two days. :)

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Goodnights!

"长大成人最悲伤的地方之一，就是你或许会因为现实，变成你曾经最看不起的那种人…" ♥

Im still loving you.

2011-12-12T17:00:00.003+08:00

When I close my eyes i think of you
And the time we’ve had been through
Even though were for apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you’ve make my world complete
But now I’m left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’ll love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you
I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I know the truth behind the lies

"I thought if I pretended I was over you, I would be."

可惜不是你

2011-12-11T22:51:00.001+08:00

曾经[以为在你身边那也算永远]
But you showed me that I can't stay silently beside you forever. Maybe I deserve better...
总觉得[可惜不是你，陪我到最后]
But i know you can never be my love. Maybe,someone else will love me better. We are just fated to be impossible.
心里[感谢那是你，牵过我的手]，让我到如今[还能感受那温柔]…
Never forget the times we were out...just we two. Time passes,and I can still remember every single scene. Though it's been long,but it nvr gets off my heart.

Though I still love you at this moment,but
可能有一天，我会放弃傻傻爱你，默默地爱你... 因为有一天，可能会让我相信"被爱比爱人还要来得更幸福".

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Silly

2011-12-10T18:00:00.001+08:00

傻在宁愿被牺牲,也不愿放弃天真. <3

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2011-12-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

"計較是貧窮的開始" ♥

你快不快乐? 我快乐不快乐? ♥

2011-12-07T14:20:00.003+08:00

你快不快乐? 我快乐不快乐? ♥

I only hope that you'll be happy always.

Because your happiness frames my sadness.

Sometimes when i recalled the times with you,the heart went silent.

But the thing is,at that moment..i'd tell myself as long as you're happy,i'll be happy too.

i love your smile. i fell for it. And that's simply why,i want to see you happy.

没有你,我可以很快乐...

没有你,我并不快乐.

没有你,我回想起曾经你给过我的快乐..

没有你我以为我是快乐的.

swk,没有你...我在努力寻找我的快乐.

"你快不快樂有沒有一點點捨不得

我快不快樂當看見我和你的結果"

Continuing from the post : 给天蝎座的信

2011-12-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

Continuing from the post : 给天蝎座的信

【给天蝎座的第17封信】天蝎座讨厌虚伪，讨厌谎言，讨厌欺骗。其实天蝎经常硬撑，即使一百个委屈，都习惯用自己的方式，独自一人承担。真正痛苦的时候，其实没人看得见。他很注重公平。凡事都会分得清清楚楚，不会去占别人便宜。他非常重感情。只要他真心认定的朋友，
都会真心对待。

【给天蝎座的第18封信】蝎子不轻易付出真感情，要不是真正的爱，是不会说“我爱你”这三个字的。喜欢很多人，但爱的人只有唯一的那个，

而且还死心眼，不听旁人的劝阻。选定了，撞了南墙还不死心，是个痴情的种

【给天蝎座的第19封信】

亲爱的天蝎：你要相信世界上一定有你的爱人，

无论你此刻正被光芒环绕被掌声淹没，

还是当时你正孤独地走在寒冷的街道上被大雨淋湿，

无论是飘着小雪的清晨，还是被热浪炙烤的黄昏，

他一定会穿越这个世界上汹涌的人群，

他一一的走过他们，走向你。他一定会找到你。

你要等。

【给天蝎座的第20封信】

12星座最个性的一面之天蝎：

看似容易忌妒又爱报复，其实常被骗，

而且很容易感动。虽然天蝎座的外表好像很聪明、

很厉害、精明，什麽事都可以一眼看穿，

事实上要骗他的心是很容易的。

几句花言巧语、一张写着贴心字句的卡片，

就会让天蝎座很感动，整颗心都交给对方。

【给天蝎座的第21封信】

#你还是不懂天蝎座#

1.很多人都不知道，他向你发火是为你好，他转身难过的样子，谁知道呢。

2.其实你不知道，他从来不会真的对谁真正生气，对你假装生气是因为他真的真的很在乎你。

3.其实你不知道，他向你唠叨是觉得你在他眼中占有一定的位置，你看他会不会为一个不熟悉的

人唠叨吗

【给天蝎座的第22封信】

天蝎座不爱发短信，也不爱打电话，

懒蛋一个。对特别的人会例外。

自尊心很强！强过金钱，

强过事业，也强过爱情。

天蝎座需要慢慢相处，

因为天蝎座是个被动的星座，

慢热的星座，放不开的星座，

一见钟情很难发生在天蝎座身上，

天蝎座的爱需要时间。

会喜欢很多人，却很难爱上一个人

"笑容可以给任何人，但你的心，只须给一个人就好。"

Gave my heart to you,painful with much sadness. But guess what? I can still smile whenever you're on my mind. So,what is love? Love is no matter how the person you love had treated you,your heart still insist that he's the one that you'll never ever forget. Like a stamp on your heart.As simple as that...

Meltykiss-melt like a kiss.

2011-12-05T23:34:00.010+08:00

New favourite!

Melty Kiss Chocolates!

♥Melt like kisses ♥

hearts the Dark Rum Flavour's chocolate alot!

Taste like the Macallen that we always drank..

Cappuccino one quite nice too :)

Hello hello~ Sup?!

Into Center parting again. Love the new hairstyle!

Its kinda boring to like keep the same hairstyle for long.

Frequent swooping of different style would be good i guessed?

Sister says i look so different with center part,and told me she's not used to it but it looks good on me.

lol,contradicting or what huh?

♥With baby Christine♥

(Photo taken by baby Christine's iphone 4!)

love this photo max!

♥ NEXT,is my...camwhore photo or whateva you may wanna name it. I dont fcare!

Smoochieess

♥Orangey lips is loved! watched

"You're the Apple of my eyes(那些年我们一起追过的女孩)" on Youtube!

gotta agree that its awesome!

Funny max.

柯震東 super cute eh! Handsome guy ;)

Having my CT next week. Gotta study for the papers soon and get ready to party for the upcoming 2-weeks holiday!

So,let me end this post with...

A photo of my latest nail design!

Glamour gold glitter.

Did the same design,but a sweeter color,Blue for Darling retard!

Goodnight yoohhh! Sweet dreams! xoxo.

First day of December 2011!

2011-12-02T02:00:00.002+08:00

Its DECEMBER.

Fortunately,November wasn't acting like a bitch. Lovely month it was.

So,December,please be good ya?

Approx 30 more days to end 2011.

Cant wait for the brand new year,but i guessed..would be sad to see 2011 ends too?

Around one more week to Common Test. Gonna mug for the papers soon?

And right after the two days of papers,ITS HOLIDAY!

Hoorrayy~ *Holiday mood*

Gonna party right after the papers.

Clubbing time? Hees xD

And following by Christmas?

And probably going on a Genting Trip with mummy mommy and the rest after christmas?

Omggg,i cant wait!

*Wish*

Mr Santa Claus,i've sent my wish over.

Please get the present ready and prepare to surprise me ya?

If not,i would destroy your reindeer.

*evil grins*

Happy Birthday 面包超人!

2011-11-30T21:13:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER! Happy Sweet Seventeen yooh!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY MOMMY TOO~ 生日快乐!妈咪~ (She's at Penang so i could only text her and wished her happy birthday! Gave her angbao few weeks ago.)

Heading out for lunch! Nah,should be BRUNCH!

Wanted to catch "You're the apple of my eyes" today but all the timing slot left the front rows seats! Hate sitting at the first few rows. So aborted the idea of watching it. Probably watching it on Friday? hmmm.

Sakae Sushi Buffet!

I LOVE CHAWANMUSHI soooo much!

Always had this for pink plate. Ebi Fry Egg Crepe sushi!

Fried salmon!!! ♥♥♥♥ (i dont eat raw salmon! Thanks god sakae have this fried salmon,lovin'it! )

So...we two eat till ...wanna puke. lol!

Bestie Livia came over to meet us! Slacked abit & sister went off for movie with her friends.

So we headed to my house.

Manicuring session for livia!

Photos taken by livia:

Exactly the same design as mine! :) Glamour Leopard prints i called it. lol.

So she rushed off after the rushy manicure session with little chats as her dad came over to fetch her! :)

Simple but a day with fun-ness. Hee.

Gotta get busy with...Twitter-ing & Fb-ing. Byeeee~

MAMA 2011-Award ceremony

2011-11-29T21:02:00.004+08:00

Watching MAMA!
All the awesome Korean Bands! (Im not referring to SNSD please)

Miss A's performance was awesome! So were 2NE1 and Super Junior.

Super Junior's performance made me forgotten about the boiling water! #WTF.

Was busy videoing down the performance to bribe my sista who cant catch it on teevee as she went for her Prom Night. (I risked my life,and risk of burning the house.LOL)

Have i show you my nails? Glamour leopard prints!

Took a photo w her after she's done w her make up and stuffs for her prom.

she in her Prom-style:

Less than a month to Christmas!

Mr Santa Claus,bring me my him...will ya?

Muackiesssx.

给天蝎座的信

2011-11-28T18:11:00.011+08:00

【给天蝎座的第1封信】天蝎座的致命弱点：脾气有点大，温和到别人误以为很好欺负，其实内心脾气大的可怕。性格矛盾分裂，自尊超强。

太现实了，认真，看问题太透。孤独，缺乏安全感，自闭，忧郁。爱太深，比较容易受伤，受伤就选择逃避。喜欢乱想，想太多，爱纠结，超倔强

【给天蝎座的第2封信】#天蝎座的特征# 1、手机不离身；

2、对待不同的人有不同的性格；

3、从小懂很多道理；
4、有时候很神经，有时候很镇静；
5、会因为别人一句话伤心；
6、安慰很多人，但自己却没人安慰；
7、会怀念从前，讨厌现在；
8、有时候会笑的没心没肺，有时却很沉默 .....

【给天蝎座的第3封信】天蝎座的人很敏感，看似什么都不计较、不细心，其实是在包容你，所以会装作什么都不知道。天蝎座的人很正义，讨厌虚伪、谎言，讨厌欺骗。天蝎座的人吃软不吃硬，要知道天蝎座脾气很硬，不会允许别人的不信任和挑战。天蝎座的人很重感情，只要是真心认定的朋友，都会真心对待

【给天蝎座的第4封信】天蝎很容易恋爱,也很容易不爱。在他们心里会有一个很爱的人,这个人对他们很重要, 他们象个病人一样爱着这个他很爱很在乎的人,就算他们不合适,没有在一起,天蝎还是会爱,也不轻易放弃,因为他们很难找到一个他们很爱的人。他们对自己不好,有自虐倾向,

但是他们却对自己在乎的人很好

【给天蝎座的第5封信】#天蝎座#的恋爱优势,天蝎能够做到绝对的善解人意和默默付出也能默默承受痛苦。爱情里天蝎的耐力是相当强的，
他们可以把恋人当做小孩子一样来照顾，呵护体贴到无微不至。天蝎懂得爱情的珍贵，不会为了面包而放弃爱情，忠贞和坚持是天蝎的爱情优点，但他们也因为这一特质而苦了自己

【给天蝎座的第6封信】蝎子不喜欢生气，因为会伤感情，但是要知道蝎子生气时是最可怕的，放的狠话也是最狠的，蝎子生气就象暴风雨的前夕，没有任何现象，只会沉默，要是再刺激天蝎，天蝎就不会再忍了，不要越过天蝎的底线，后果很严重！！！！！

【给天蝎座的第7封信】很会装受伤了还装得好像没事一样其实已经心如刀割不懂他的人会觉得他是开心的懂他的会看得出他那笑的苦涩痛苦的笑容是假的天蝎真的很傻逼明明就很受伤天蝎也因为理智所以坚强他习惯自己疗伤哭自己疗伤此刻如果没有信得过的人一个肩膀依靠
那只有靠音乐帮自己痊愈

【给天蝎座的第8封信】當天蝎座真覺得累時,就不會再去說什麽了.解釋不再有用,寧願沉默的接受別人對它的“指責”! 信任對天蝎來說,很重要,你相信它,它會毫無怨言的付出一切;你的懷疑,只會讓天蝎覺得受到傷害

【给天蝎座的第9封信】#天蝎座#不懂甜言蜜语本能的排斥虚伪和做作，不会真的发火，就算生气也很快忘记，天蝎座变得冷淡证明TA开始对你重新审视，当TA越是沉默就代表TA越是生气，天蝎座可能看起来很凶其实内心是最柔软的，看起来很冷淡但那只是保护自己的方法，
天蝎座很重视友情但被伤害后绝对不再友善

【给天蝎座的第10封信】爱上一个天蝎是要仔细思量的，因为他们会突然忽冷忽热，突然置之不理，但是其实他并非不爱你，他们有时候是在跟自己呕气。他们时时刻刻每件事都为你考量但又因为付出的不停增加而变得越来越担心害怕，会不会得不到对等的爱。所以要给他们足够的信赖和安全

【给天蝎座的第11封信】天蝎座都喜欢玩猜心游戏，不喜欢明讲，只是希望别人能了解自己内心深处的想法。就如点菜，她说随便，不代表她没主见，只是希望你选的菜刚好是她想要的，如你一直没有说中，她不会提出，但是会沉默积累，最后统一爆发，搞定这样的蓝色性格，就看你有没有能力走入并读懂其内心

【给天蝎座的第12封信】蝎子对爱情是专一的，有多爱，就有多恨，可以自虐自己到无奈。宁愿伤害自己，也不愿伤害自己的爱人，
有时候，远离蝎子是好的。因为不懂他们的爱，早就伤痕累累的蝎子，只会默默自虐。直到痛到可以松开手，那便再也拉不回来

【给天蝎座的第13封信】天蝎会有强迫症。比如一定要把鞋带弄整齐。衣服袖子一定要拉整齐。不然不舒服。对于对自己帮助过的人会记在心里。不想欠别人什么。但在困难时希望有朋友会伸手帮助。

【给天蝎座的第14封信】如果你觉得天蝎礼貌，优秀，有修养,你好，你们是泛泛之交；如果你觉得天蝎可爱又幽默，搞笑又谦让，

嗨，你们是熟人；如果你觉得天蝎霸道专横，脾气坏又骄傲，恭喜你，你们是很好的朋友；如果你觉得看着天蝎时觉得拿ta完全没办法，
悄悄告诉你，ta在爱你不喜欢求人。我是天蝎。我就是这样的

【给天蝎座的第15封信】如果有一天、天蝎变得更冷漠了、请记得、天蝎曾经要人陪的时候你都只说忙...如果有一天、天蝎变得目中无人了、
请记得、曾经也没有人把我放在心里... 如果有一天、天蝎不再在乎你了、请记得、曾经也没人听过天蝎的心事 ... 如果有一天、天蝎不再对你笑了、请记得...

【给天蝎座的第16封信】爱天蝎，就不要给天蝎乱想的机会。因为你永远不会知道，为你乱想的天蝎是多么的爱你。

Came across this 给天蝎座的999封信 by 笑图俱乐部!!!保证笑死你 on Facebook. Found the "letters" so touching,and it really made me feels like its totally describing me! TOTALLY! Well,i gotta admit that im really the typical scorpio. Very typical. Pros and Cons involved,of course. Kinda into horoscope thingy as i found it really attached to my characteristics and emotionally. Not superstitious over it,but just to gain myself some comforts,and look at myself as another me.

(Swollen gum. omgodnesss,must be because been eating heaty stuffs! Shall stop!)

My belated 20th birthday present from my babes!

A cute and meaningful booklet full of EFFORTS.

My best present for my 20th birthday!

see!!! They know i love EUGENE! :D And apparently,they labelled my type of eye candy as my Mr.Right type!

I THINK THEY WANNA TO MARRY ME OFF to make me stop being mushy to them? Evil girls~

If i ever found my "Mr.Right",these two girls gonna be top love! ROFL.

i actually read the booklet on train when i was on my way home after work yesterday! Almost cried you know...Their efforts really made me feel so blissful to have them as my babes. Especially Babe Ping,she knew me daa best yoohh~ Thats why we are besties for near 8 yrs! :)

I LOVE YOUU two my BABES~.

你还是要幸福,
你千万不要再招惹别人哭...♥

[那个男人] ♥

2011-11-27T02:35:00.005+08:00

[那个男人] ♥

心里面的，那个男人...

回忆里的，那个男人...

忘不了的，那个男人...

会逗我笑的，那个男人...

让我难过的，那个男人...

体贴温柔的，那个男人...

大男人主义的，那个男人...

以他为中心的，那个男人...

能让我像个小女人的，那个男人...

我很爱的，那个男人...

男人啊，你知道因为你，我努力了多久吗？

男人啊，你知道因为你，我受尽了多少委屈吗？

男人啊，你知道因为你，我曾经吃不下睡不着吗？

男人啊，你知道因为你，我会不知觉地微笑着吗？

男人啊，你知道不管你多坏；我还是喜欢你吗？

男人啊，你还会回到我的世界吗？

i miss you,macho boy. :') ♥

2011-11-25T18:41:00.003+08:00

一眼瞬間

作曲：曹格作詞：鄔裕康

白茫茫的星光灑在長長路上
想念的冰涼　你知道嗎
　　　
淺淺的微笑　深似海的眼光
突然掀起我　滔天的巨浪

妳相信嗎　這是命嗎

這次我們放棄抵抗
那怕擁抱在身上　劃下深深的傷

只要看你一眼一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面

我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
OH~~
只要看你一眼一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

白茫茫的星光　灑在長長路上
想念的冰涼　你知道嗎
淺淺的微笑　深似海的眼光
突然掀起我　滔天的巨浪

妳相信嗎　這是命嗎
這次我們放棄抵抗
那怕擁抱　在身上　劃下深深的傷

只要看你一眼一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面
我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
OH~~~
只要看你一眼　一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

如果相愛是錯
錯過又算什麼
這一次我們
抵死不放手
往彼此心理面跳
跳到天荒地老
OH~~~

只要看你一眼一瞬間　哪怕是最後畫面

我的世界　因為愛過而完美　誰都不該離太遠
OH~~~
只要看你一眼一瞬間　足夠我熬過千年
我不後悔　愛若讓末日提前
我們要一起　好好迎接那句點

我們要一起
好好迎接那句點

2011-11-24T17:11:00.002+08:00

Why do i feels such contented to hear your voice through the phone?

It's just seconds,like a unknown.

Calling you using a public phone is my only resort to hear you voice...

I miss you,still.

My heart speeded like nobody's business.

Till this second,it's still speeding...

♥♥♥

I AM BACK!

2011-11-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

Back in Singapore!

Sad though,cause i miss my dearies in Penang so MUCH already.

Just parted with them this evening and flew back to singapore.

Omggodnesss.

Miss them lots. :(

So,i shall do a quick summary of my one-week "holiday".

15 Nov,Tuesday.

Baby Jayden

16 nov,Wednesday.

Kway Teow soup!

with Baby Jayden!

He got the "like-a-boss" face.

On our way to Prangin mall to shop for my dress for cousin's wedding dinner.

17 nov,thursday.

Fetch Da yee,darling retard & brenda with sisters.

Headed to Bukit Jambul for a little shopping.

Saw this in the mall! omg cute right??

Homed empty handed.

Darling retard w Baby jayden.

The ~~Retards~~ Retard. *points finger at jessie*

18 nov,friday.

Off for dim sum early morning. Family Breakfast!

After this heavy breakfast...like a war,everyone were preparing for the wedding dinner at night!

Its SHOW TIME!

Bee jiejie & me

Bee jiejie and the groom ( Andrew korkor)

me & professore

Fenjiejie & me :)

The GIRLS.

jie & me

me,xiao kim & baby jayden

Bro,min & me.

me & brenda.

me,jason & min.

the grand wedding

grandma & darling retard.

grandma & me

me,yaya and jiefu.

wenshi jiejie & me.

xiao kim,baby jayden & darling retard

xiao kim & baby jayden

darling retard and han korkor

Mummy & me.

me & xiao yee :)

elaine & her aunt.

me,second aunt's husband,darling retard

me & second aunt!

19 nov,saturday.

slacked the whole afternoon,headed down for cousin Andrew 拜天空ceremony.

20 Nov,sunday.

Its 20.11.2011~

Cousin Andrew's actual wedding day!

same dress w sister!

kawaii yaya

21 nov,monday.

Brunch at Little Castle Cafe!

Our Italian professore! Cousin's bf!

At Cousin's office.

22 nov,tuesday.

Thats roughly all. Too tired for a detailed post.

More @ My facebook :) Check it out there ya?

Stay tune!

Goodnights! Muackiesss.

2011-11-15T16:10:00.001+08:00

Flew to Penang this morning,8am's flight. Had mac breakfast at d airport. Reached Penang at 9+ and headed to grandma's house.

Sleepy and hungry. Zzz.

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Half a me

2011-11-11T19:36:00.001+08:00

Without you,i know Im incomplete...
Without me, have you ever felt a little incomplete?

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2011-11-09T17:48:00.002+08:00

Starting this post with a photo of my Bff & me! ;D

We always like to play with specs or shades whenever we go FEP for shopping. I think we should really buy one for fun uh? Hmm,kinda good idea. LOVE THE ORANGE LIPS! *self-satisfy*

So went to town after we ended our sch at 12pm! To look for my dress for cousin's wedding. Unfortunately,hunting FAILED. Sighs...This is the second time. Anyway,were freaking hungry as we haven eat anything since morning. So we settled down for brunch at FEP. Pontian Wanton mee! with Ice YuanYang. Awesome. stomach feels loved! lol. Was telling bff that Penang's wanton mee is even better than this and was saying if i could bring back,im gonna bring back for her when im coming back from Penang on the 22th. Chit Chats. Shopped. Trained home together as we live super near. okay not super,very near. not very very near. Hmmm.

HURT MY FINGER! Burnt my finger with the soldering tool this morning when doing our lab. Ouchness! So sorry to my finger. Sincerely.

Taken ytd.

Told you i love orange lips right???!

Muackiesss

I used to hate the left side of my face and thinks that the right side looks ~~AWESOME~~ better. BUT now, i hearts both!

我太爱我自己了.

爱死了!

lol

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Special post for my GF:Happy twenteen to my GF!

2011-11-07T21:23:00.006+08:00

HAPPY TWENTEEN TO MY LOVELIEST GF, NG ZHIYING!

You are AS YOUNG AS ME nowww! OH SO YOUNG! :P

We became GFs out of sudden.

We love being crazy together.

We love being childish together.

We share our love probs together.

We gave heart-to-heart-talks whenever one of us isn't feeling alright.

We act cute and 肉麻-ish together.

Thats because we're GFs!

I hereby declared that I'll be here for my dear GF whenever she needs me. No back-out. I promised. :)

Just a phone call away. Just a message away. Just a distance away. But anytime anywhere, GF is here for you. :) (Dont cry uh! i know its very touching. lol.)

GFs' start date: 29 August 2010.

GFs' end date: -No date found-

NEVER ENDS OKAYYYY? 我爱你哟~ 讨厌!

2011-11-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hey! Happy Hari Raya Haji! (okay,it doesnt matters to me if it wasn't a PH.)

So,today is a PH. But sad thing is mummy flew to Penang this morning while sista and i will be flying there next tues! So,this early morning we sent mummy to the airport. woke up at as early as 5+ and head out at ard six. Reached and had breakfast at MacDonalds.

Snap snap with mummy mommy with my baby S2! :)

Many says i look like mummy! ;)

Camwhored with sista!

Again. Cuteness FTW okay?!!

A shot of myself :) (Never-ending)

SISTA SAYS THIS IS UGLY. LOL. Who cares ya? :P

Feels weird w/o mummy in the house even though we're independent since young and used to mummy being not ard for weeks or months. But still,i miss her whenever she's not in!

One m0re weeks and we gonna fly back for a week. It gonna be a awesome break! *eggcited*

Cousin's wedding gonna be fun i guess!

Got this leopard prints top at the flea@Scape ytd!

IM A SUCKER FOR LEOPARD PRINTS & Hello Kitty! Polka dots too btw.

Looks so roar right? hahaha. Bought it at merely 15 bucks!

And guess what i came across today online?

TAA DANNG! A blogshop website selling it at 30 over bucks! EXACTLY THE SAME.

Love the V-cutting. And best is,you can wear the V-cut at the front or back! UP TO ME! HAHAHA. Sexy-ness! Gosh, so in love with it lurh.

Okay, gtg. Bye. Muackiessx.

You can stay. You can leave. But you know what? I no longer cares.

Some things;some people;some matters,you gotta let it go. If not,you're leaving yourself with all the tortures and sadness. For they wont care a damn about you. Short-term's pain hurts you. But long-term's pain kills you. :'] ♥ - Ting-a-logy

I miss you.

2011-11-07T02:20:00.002+08:00

My heart aches whenever you came across my mind.

My lips moves upward and form a smile full of your sweetness.

My brain tells me i want you.

My heart says i need you.

That's when...i miss you. ♥♥♥♥

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2011-11-06T02:19:00.001+08:00

I gave you princess attitude.

so,

Treat me like a princess.

4th November 2011- my 20th birthday!

2011-11-05T00:59:00.006+08:00

OFFICIALLY TWENTY.

Oppsx.

its TWENTEEN!

(Refused to admit old.)

So,yeah,am 4novbaby!

Born on 04 Nov 1991.

SCORPIO.

Got the Samsung Galaxy S2(white) as present for my 20th b'dae. :)

Love the gadget! Awesome camera, Andriod 2.3 System. 4.3 inches screen. slim. Chio-ness!

Cant bear to leave my old phone though. Well its a 2 yrs relationship yeah?

Shall keep it with me even though i wont be using it.

"Your messages still in that phone,i wont part with it."

Took some photos with the front camera when its finally charged after 8 hrs ytd.

Eggcited! (at 1am you know???!)

School today. 9am-5pm. what a birthday! -.-

With bff! lovely <3

with my gff! we're FOREVER young.

back home.

Surprised by the cake. Chocolate cheesecake!

With Mummy mommy!

Blowwsssss~

With sista!

went for dinner at ThaiExpress@Northpoint with mummy mommy & sista.

Headed home and prepared to head out to meet my girls for a movie.

And these girls surprised me with a little cute hello kitty cake when i got there.

Just in time for the movie! 23:59 !

I LOVE NS GUYS!

Lol. fitness FTW.

Not super awesome but worth watching!

With the girls!

(Sweetie babe,me,GF,Qing ai de)

Tired max. lucky i dropped the plan of clubbing tonight at Zouk/Phuture.

Feeling sleepy already. *yawns*

Time to continue surfing my net & watch 还珠格格 on teevee. New version. love it!

Happy Twenty to me!

Goodnight babies.

晚安哟.

2011-11-02T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Second day of November. Counting down to two days more? No! less than two days!

Omggg,i feel so demoralized! Arghhhsss. But still,i got a young heart,okayyyy?! ;)

Getting my S2 tmr like finally :P Getting the white one! (Thinking why im not getting iPhone? Cause i hate it. lol. Andriod Phone FTW!) Gonna camwhore with my girls with the front camera and of course,downloads tons of apps to kill boredom! Eggcited. Actually not very. lol. Anyway,just taking it as my 20th birthday present yea? TeeHee..

And today is really...NOT my day. Too EPIC.

First,headed down to Orchard with my bff and decided to settle down for a brunch first at KFC@Takashimaya. AND THIS IS WHEN,i realized i didnt bring my wallet! Oh shucks. Bff paid for me first. And so,my plan of getting the dress for Cousin's wedding dinner in November is totally...SCREWED. So shopped around with bff. and epic moments all the way. Bff had a great time laughing at me. lol. Headed home after that and then headed out to Northpoint with mummy & sista.

Erh Hummm...Cant resist to play with my lappy's webcam..

So..

Give me five! *RANDOMS*

Feeling sooooo hungry right now after a evening nap. i can eat a chicken now uh! Had only a sheet of spicy seaweed for dinner. How to sleep! i want food. Oppssx,who's gonna get it for me ah? *head drop downwards*

Still fretting over that to do on friday. Ahhs. Problematic. Any advice yoohh? ;)

Goodnights ya,sleeping...soon. I love my bed alot.

First day of November. :)

2011-11-01T22:13:00.003+08:00

Happy NOVEMBER!

Its November!!! Time is a bitch. 3 or 4 more days to my 20th. Feels OLD. *roll eyes*

Awful feeling up to this stage,i still remembers when i was 10 yrs old... LOL.

So please imagine,another 10 yrs passes this way..like the speed of rocket...

And im gonna be in my 30s in TEN YEARS TIME??? Whatttttt???!!! Oh gosh!

i used to be looking forward to my birthday. But this year round,it seems sucha troublesome.

And in fact,im tired to think of what to do for my day. Hate the fucked tup feeling. You know you know? :(

Anyway,since its a CONFIRM-thing to turn to my 20th...i shall enjoy my last few days of being a nineteen ya?? ;)

For celebrating the FIRST day of NOVEMBER...

HAHHAHA give you guys the honour to 欣赏 my face,okay?

Eh dont be rude ah,its your honour. lol.

For im a Novbaby! November Baby you know?

November Babies,TELL THE WORLD WE'RE FREAKING AWESOME!!! C'mon~

Just a random post to yell off my unhappiness regarding the pass-like-a-rocket time.

So,Goodnight dear! Am gonna munch on my spicy seaweed that i've just got for myself. Its watch teevee time! Taa taa~ ♥

♥I still miss you,cause i love you still. Be my birthday present. Will ya?♥

2011-10-31T21:46:00.003+08:00

Its the END of October!!!

Time flies~

Approx one month ago we were still partying during for my GFF's birthday on 08/09 oct!

And now?

My birthday is just four days away! How fast uhh?

Still deciding whether to head down to Phuture for some party-ing and enjoy or not? hmmm.

Anyway,like i said...time flies and we started our this semester for the third week already!

Cant wait for my naise November to arrive eh! Please be a beautiful month out of 2011,alright?

Just got tagged from one of the girl who participated in the make up contest too.

Virgin-catwalking. LOL.

♥♥♥ Dear Vampire,despite all the heartbreaks you've given...at the bottom of my heart...i still hope that you are happy with your life.

Happy Deepavali 2011

2011-10-26T22:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI !!!~

So..since its Deepavali today,i shall start this blog post with...

Photos with my indian neighbours!

So here you go!

Cute sistas!

One of the twinie! (Dont ask me which of the twinie is this cause i've no idea AT ALL! )

THE TWINIES!!! CUTE RIGHT?? (My mummy used to help the neighbour auntie to take care of this two girls when they were babies! Cause my neighbour got six children including these two twinies! So my mummy actually helped my neighbour sometimes. FOC okay! )

So..with the young girls. I FEEL SO YOUNG! Lol.

Uhh huhh! Me with my Boyfie. LOL. Just kidding. ;)

So these were taken in the night just now.

Went to town with mummy mommy this afternoon. Shopping time.

Thanks god im not homed empty-handed! :)

Mummy got me this Mustard color cardigan! <3

Camwhored with mummy mommy when on our way out & home!

We born to be cute. Cuteness FTW okay? (Dont agree just freaking click on the cross at the top right hand corner of the browser! TSK! lol.)

So...as usual,i need to leave my daily memories down. lol.

THATS ALL!

Im gonna go fret about whether i should sleep my 20th birthday off or scheduled the weekends with my friends for celebration. Taa. Dont miss me please. Muackiiesssx!

NOT FOR YOU TO READ. JUST TONS OF PICTCHAS. LOL

2011-10-21T22:15:00.003+08:00

Finally the first week of school ENDED. Its Friday! Aint a really marvellous friday though. Got pissed off by this malay family. Argued with them,if my sista didn't pull me away i would have taught them a lesson. Really angry about it. Ill-mannered freaks. Anw,wanted to head to zouk Phuture after a friend asked me whether im going to club today or not. Urghhh,got the urge to! I guessed im gonna head down on my birthday! Gonna have a blast,a crazy night ya?

So here you goes...TONS of Photos. Oppsiiex.

Just-Changed FB's DP! :

(Dont be jealous of my straight long hair please..)

LONG LOST PEACE SIGN! HAHA. Remembered that we LOVE this gesture during sec school!

Another attempt! lol.

MUACKKIEESSS! Candydoll Aprico Beige Lipstick on daa lips yoohh! with a layer of Maybelline's Baby Lips lip balm as base.

Looks tired? Oppsxx.

LIKE I CARE??? Lol.

Snap snap with sista! This is taken using the webcam!

Super love this college of photos of the Toh's Sisters! hahah. Do we look alike? :P

Thats all i wanna blog about for today! So sorry to waste whoeva's time reading this. I never force you right? LOL. Uhmmm. Gotta go curb my clubbing feel today. working tmr. Shagness. :(

Goodnight babies! wo ai ni men,hao ma??? wan an!!!

2011-10-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

Tied a Bunnie with my floral ribbon hair accessories to school!

Wore my hearty long sleeve tee cause of the weather. :D

(Saw the piercing on my ear? lol )

Omg so in love with bunnie now! Especially when i just got my ear pierced,to prevent my long hair being entangled with the earrings,i better tie bunnie often.

So,told ya guys that i got into the Director list right? Kinda happy.

Like a shock only.

Ended school today at 2pm instead of 4pm! Shiokness. Met mummy mommy at SSC cause i wanna do some shopping at Daiso. Unfortuantely all the thing that i wanna get OUT OF STOCK!

Rahrrr. Home and took a nap for like.. 2hrs? no...3 hrs i think! First week of school,and im feeling so shagged already. HOW TO SURVIVE throughout the semester? Omggg.

Gonna go for my shower now,taataa babies~ dont miss me ya! <3

Got into Director List? Oh good!

2011-10-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

Four hours lesson today. Soldering again! Its been a yr since we did that! hahaha.

Pretty love the feel! Like we still in Year One like that. (Can you imagine time flies and we're Year Three alr??? )

Went down to town with bff. For my dress hunting,for her bag hunting.

So she got her bag,and im back empty-handed. But at least we've targetted a dress and had tried it. Not too bad,can consider! Love it though but wondering if its suitable or not.

Had our first meal at Takashimaya's kfc. Chicken FTW.

Met mummy mommy at NorthPoint for lunch! Curry Don. Bought some jap sponge cake from the fair at NP too. Yummms.

Some pitchas of me & my bff :)

My bff is cute right??? TOLD YA! ;D

Gonna get bust with Facebook,Twitter and Msn. Byeeee!

Had two piercing just now anyway :)

Ohya! was told that i got into director list for previous sem! omgg, first time in my poly journey.

Happy of course. :)

Gonna study hard. i will TRY. Yes..TRY.

lappy is fixed!

2011-10-18T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hi all! Im backk yooh! You guys know what happened? My lappy spoilt! and wasn't being fixed by the several engineers who came down to my house to "perform check-ups and surgeries" on my laptop! Its been almost a week,been calling DELL hotline for several days till im sick of it already. Oh well,today they sent another engineer down and FINALLY, its fixed! Omg~ *started to wipe tears dramatically* Yeah,so its alright now! Happy max because my data wasn't lost! Cried badly that day when one of the engineers said the data gonna be cleared as they gonna do reformatting for my laptop. But i dunno why its being saved by the engineer who came today! My chat logs with him are like my treasure. i can cry and laugh whenever i re-read our memories. It really breaks my heart when i thought all these would be gone! lucky not, god blessed. :)

Anw,my two months holiday ended... and my last week of it which were supposed to be filled with fun,got screwed up due to my lappy. Down mood + disorganized schedule. Sadness. And so.. school started yesterday! Happy because i love school time with my gff and bff! ♥ them

yoohh! Sad because stress is chasing me. omgg,must do well in my studies and grad with glory!

Got no idea how i made it to Year 3 without studying. hmmm,im gonna TRY study hard.

yes..TRY.

only.

Alright,thats all. Goodnight! Muackiesss.

Late post for Eileen's 20th birthday at Zouk Phuture!

2011-10-12T13:07:00.004+08:00

This is a super LATE blogpost.

LAPPY is spoilt! hmmm,i should say the LCD is spoilt.

So hell,i cant get online as much as how i did with my lappy with just an iTouch.

There's limitations you know! oh mannn.

Anyway,the engineer from DELL just came down this late morning ard 11+ to get my LCD screen changed.

(DELL's service is fast anw.)

So,this is a blog post about...MY GFF's 20th BIRTHDAY!

Starting off with a photo of me when im heading to meet them.

(my hair isn't messy okay,its wild! rofl. okay nvm.)

Wearing my new tupe top from Eternity Loft.

Love it.

So the night started off with a uncomplete group photo.

(taken after a shot of Tequila shot each. )

Staring from the left: Eugene,JianXing,Billy and his gf-Huishan,me,Melissa,Demi,and Birthday girl. Photographer of this pict: Demi's bf-Quek.

The jugs and mixers.

Sour Apple,Macallen and SourPlum liquor for the night.

Our Birthday girl,Eileen Hoo.

This is probably one of the glass that got her wasted that night. lol.

Freaking cup of Macallen. Lucky bff told me i poured too much. no joke,its dark down there. lol.

An awesome night started at Zouk Phuture and ended at Zouk Phuture.

with drunkards and sober people.

with loads of craziness.

with the fun at the table and the dancefloor .

a night with happenings and left ourselves with hangover.

THIS IS CRAZY.

(Photos taken from Demi's fb.)

Camwhored abit with Bff when cabbing to nearby my place for breakfast.

(Too regret that we did not spam camwhoring at Phuture.More regret of no individual photo with my gff the birthday girl! :( )

Apparently...you cant ask for awesome shots of ourselves in a cab. shake and shake only.

Love this above photo the most!

i love my bff. she's cute foreva leh! tsk.

Then...at MacDonald having breakfast.

She's like a big boss. lol.

(Anw,she's telling me i wasn't sober in the club...etc.And we were talking abt the happenings.)

Headed to my house for a short while and bff took the first bus home.

Thats all!

Not gonna elaborate any further. you gotta be there to know the happpenings. Too bad!

Taa,off to do my things.

Muackieesss.

2011-10-04T18:14:00.003+08:00

婷 04.10.2011 with smiley tee from my Darling Retard and my white bow w pink polka dots hairclip :) ♥

helllooooo~

Good evening,my babies~

T H I S I S J U S T A R A N D O M P O S T. : D

Craving for Sushi & Banana cake! Rahhrrrr :(

She isn't perfect.She knows tt you aren't perfect too.So please dont play hard to get when she slows down her steps just to walk with you. ♥

2011-10-03T19:49:00.002+08:00

We are often blinded with love.

Bought BÉBÉ POSHÉ waterproof Metallic Copper Dazzling Eye Pencil!!! ♥

Madprettay for the eyes! And the best thing is,its WATERPROOF! No more troubling of

smudging eyes make-up!

i miss u baby...

2011-10-02T02:25:00.004+08:00

Miss chu. :(
Kept wondering,have i ever crossed your mind..even a second?

Just downloaded this kawaiii theme for my GoogleChrome Browser! Madchio max right? Kitty is my love! I think i'd probably be happily online with this from now on! Madness~

Thats all,am heading to bed soon after some twittering & fb-ing.

Goodnight babies! :)

2011-09-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

We aint wrong being naive

...

we are just wrong in thinking that our efforts wont be taken for granted. :']

(Photo taken on 23.09.2011)

2011-09-23T09:15:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!!~
Im awake. Yes,by this time.

Bff woke me up at 8+...to check our results together!

So,do i still have to tell you what i got?

Okay,i got an A!

Super happy cause i thought i'd probably got a C or maybe at most a B?
*jumps around*

GPA finally didn't dropped by pieces but increased!

i swear im gonna study hard this coming semester. (i hope i can do so uh..)

la laa laaaa~

should i go sleep now or what? or breakfast time?

Anyway,went out to Bugis with mummy mommy ytd.
Saw a pretty bag at Bugis Junction! Omg,i so wanted to get it but have been buying many bags for this half yr.Like a spend-rift? :(

So i didn't bring it back home with me...sadness.
And NO LOOTS at all.

Went home empty handed. Sadness X 2

Alright,these were taken before i head out.

Okay this bottom right hand side's expression looks retarded i know.

WHO CARES!

My fav shot of the day!:

Set this as my fb's DP. im loving it~ lol!

Self-manicure again :)

Love making my nails looks prettay.

Tried vintage style floral nails this time round. Satisfied with my first try :)
Gonna work more on it and do a better one next time round! Stay tune~
So i camwhored with my nails.

Gonna head back to bed and lie in my cat basket for awhile.

How can such nice cold weather be not on bed?!
So bye all~ Muackiiesssx.

2011-09-20T18:27:00.002+08:00

Naked face as usual.
Naked eyes,which makes me feels little unsecured!

Out on the street with zero makeup.

Okay,a meaningless post.

Taa,resuming back to charcoal-mask-ing mode. ❥

Wondering why...

2011-09-18T00:47:00.003+08:00

εїз Wondering why εїз

Wondering why you lied...

Wondering why you make me feel like we are in a good term...

Wondering why you treat me badly,yet sweet too...

Wondering why you said you miss me...

Wondering why you told me you need me...

Wondering why you bear to hurt me...

Wondering why you dont feel the need to protect me...

Wondering why you left...

Never stop wondering why...

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

2011-09-16T17:59:00.001+08:00

Sometimes,my smile isn't out by Happiness.
The reason behind those smile are Sadness.
Sadness caused by you,dear vampire.
After you left for her.

2011-09-13T18:13:00.004+08:00

Me here!!!

Decided to give my blog a little short post since im mask-ing my nose right now.

Ytd was Mid-Autumn Festival, You Know Right?

Have you eaten delicious mooncakes last night? I had! *Happy*
Especially those with egg yolks are my lovesss!!!

(i dont care its single or double! whateva,as long as i find egg yolks in it!)

*EGGCITED*

Some photos of me taken ytd. *randoms camwhore shots*

"Ehh,i know you got sick of me,but just take a look will die? Oii here lurh!!!"

*ignores and self-satisfying*

Bits sad though cause i cant play my candles :(

Like a kid got disappointed,so i went to sleep!

As for today,went to nearby shopping centre with mummy for lunch.

Kway Chap!!!

Went to Daiso and get some stuffs.

Bought myself some cute prettayyy lovely boxes to keep my stuffs.

Pretty right???

And the next thing after that is....

SAVING MY NOSE.

i freaking found some blackspots on my nose ytd on the bus when omw to Causeway point with mummy. And its a tragedy for me you know? lol,okay not that serious...my craps. :/

But i dunno whether are they just some dust or are they BLACKHEADS?!!!

Have never had any blackheads before. *self-alert at the moment*

*sad*

Alright.im tired. gotta go. Bye.

2011-09-12T17:32:00.002+08:00

Happy "Mooncake" Festival!!!

Bought hello kitty lantern ;)

Just lack of traditional type of single color small candles :(

Sad bits. Happy Still.

Mooncake & Tea with lanterns around later! omg~like a kid!

2011-09-10T00:02:00.003+08:00

像玻璃的心. 看似坚固却易碎. 禁不起风雨的[我的心]. ♥

我的蜜蜂在哪里呢? :'X ♥

To not make this post seems too emo...

Out on street these two days with my new Naraya back that cousin helped me brought back from BKK.
Love it max!

Ohya! And this mustard color bow top is my new love! xD
Thats all for this super short post.

Taa,have a nice weekend my babies.

Nights. Muackkiiess.

2011-09-05T18:36:00.005+08:00

“我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到...对的人出现”

或许我想再次相信,哪怕会是空欢喜...至少我期待过.

我只是个想要平凡地当我自己.

不想为了别人而哭,

也不想为了别人而笑...

只想为了自己想笑就笑想哭就哭

就只注视着眼前的方向,不顾一切地为自己努力...

保持着最真最自然的我.

And of course,this holiday just came in a right time!

Haven been sleeping,slacking,rotting,enjoying myself these few weeks.

Whats more important than doting on myself?

So,am just gonna treat myself the best...with no regrets.

Time do flies. we never know what will happen when the next moment came.

So why not we just give it a break to enjoy? Instead of dwelling over sadness.

学会体会和了解最真实的自己,是我们的以生俱来的义务。-婷之文,ting-a-logy

Super charming right? He's my love :D

lol,am deeply in love with this guy! Are you too? Teehee xD

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Even make him on my desktop background. Hee. I LOVE HIM LURHH! LOL.

MillY's E.X.U Buffet 2 !!!!

2011-09-03T17:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPINESS.

What can a girl be happy for?

Either

1) Being loved by dearies

2) Having fun friends around

3) eat?

4) ______

5) ______

6) ______

7) ______

WHATEVER.

SHOPPING!!

But this is definitely ONE thing that a girl will love and be happy for..

Wardrobe full of clothes but cant find a piece you like?
Like to be in prettayyyy clothes?

Wanna shop for clothes/shoes/bags etc?
Dunno where to go?

HERE IT IS! An awesome shop,with awesome pretty Lady boss,with her awesome staffs at Millys,with awesome apparels etc.!

And not just this! Wanna do something to your hair to look pretty? Wanna have pretty nails where you can make other girls goes "Omfg,this girl got pretty nails!!!" ??

ITS MILLY AGAIN!

Know more about them here!!! :

MILLY's

Milly's Facebook
Milly's Twitter

And of course,this post isn't just to mention how much i love Milly's okay!!!

*Drumrolls~*

MILLY'S E.X.U Buffet 2!!!

Its HAPPENING NOW!!! Ending at 9pm!!! (ii guessed its too late for you people to see this now? But if you did follow me on twitter or facebook or stalk my blog, you shld know about the event!)

"Just like my friends know about this event,why you no come be my friends earlier???!!!"

Alright enough of my craps and back to topic.

Milly's Buffet!!!

Have been to the first buffet of Milly's around one month ago. Was a happy girl on tt day.

Check out this post and you'll know why ;)

Milly's E.X.U Buffet in July (Part One)

Milly's E.X.U Buffet in July (Part Two)

And TODAY! IM ALSO HAPPY like again~

One simple reason: I WENT TO THE BUFFET 2 this noon!!!

Reached the shop area at around 11am. (Worthed waiting)
*cuts away what took place in between*

ITS OUR TURN TO GO GAGA IN THE SHOP AND GRAB PIECES AND STUFF INTO THE BAG!!! *faints*

Yes,and i meant grab & stuff in the carrier!

Just pay $38 for a normal size carrier or $60 for a slightly bigger carrier (or you want buy 2 or 3 carriers at one go,you preferences!)

You get the carrier,you got in the shop,you grabbed whateva you like(Except for the Lady boss,the staffs and the customers),you packed them in your carrier and TIME's UP!
You'll be glad with your loots in the bag,and you'll goes "Omg,i love Milly,i wanna come again for sure!"

No joke eh,seriously you will react this way (Because i did.)

Whattt????!!! Dont believe me??? *pouts*

i show you my LOOTS of the day!!!

*stomped off and start finding evidence*
TAA DANGGG!!!!

(Got my sista as my model to wear the stuffs i've got!)

PRETTY CLOTHES RIGHT???

HOW CAN YOU MISS THIS!!! (tsk tsk~)

Super glad that i went for the buffet once,twice and this time!!!

*开心开心*
Stay tune with me or Millys to not miss good deals again okays???
BUT

if you reallly really really REALLY wanna shop for these pretty clothes..

YOU CAN STILL VISIT THEM AT

EXU Boutique (#03-22 Bugis Street)

i ♥ MillysMillys

Taa,its a tired day for me. :]

人生，就是认识友善的人和享受生活 -婷之文

Girl's monthly issue Saviour: ChocoMarvel

2011-09-02T19:34:00.007+08:00

HELLO!!!

FINALLY,yes finally. My monthly issue knocks on the door. (Its definitely something unworthy for me to blog about. )

BUT its a different story today.

BECAUSE!!!

Wait,let us think about what we HATES this monthly killer.

ANY SAVIOUR for the girls????!!!

WHY NOT?!!!

Here it is...

CHOCOMARVEL!!!

Its a chocolate drink!

I got a sample of this from its Facebook Page.

What is ChocoMarvel?

ChocoMarvel^TM is a revolutionary product that differs from traditional menstrual relief; it combines a rich chocolate drink with natural plant extracts that are targeted to help ladies manage the various symptoms and discomforts during menstruation. Stay energetic and fresh throughout the day with ChocoMarvel^TM, your natural menstrual relief that will allow you to drink to your comfort, delighting you every month!

Functions of ChocoMarvel™

Promotes blood circulation and aid in relief of menstrual pain.
Helps relieve bloating, tension and discomfort
Helps replenish Iron loss during menstruation
Helps improve facial complexion
Helps maintain hormone levels, and reduce irritability and moodiness

Why ChocoMarvel™ ?

Rich chocolate taste makes it enjoyable to consume
Derived from 100% natural ingredients
Suitable for long term consumption
Low fat to suit weight watchers

You might want to know more about it @ their website

Redeem it. Try it. Take it. Rely on it. And...Fall in love with it. :)

(Anyway,it might not suits everyone i thought cause im now cold-sweating and have no appetite thought i feels hungry. So,its up to individual.)

My new sandals from FarEast Plaza. ♥

Sexylook's Hello Kitty masks,honey mask and Lovemore's gold mask i ordered online.

Gonna try the kitty one later :)

27Aug2011

2011-08-27T18:59:00.003+08:00

Nice songs to introduce!

Talking to the moon-Bruno Mars

牽心萬苦

寂寞瘋了

These songs by A-Chord are really nice!

Fell asleep lastly with earpiece plugged in and "牽心萬苦" goes playing repeatedly.

Anyway,today is Singapore's President Election Day.

All four candidates are the Tans.

Being the young generation below 21 yrs old,we dont have to vote! Thanks god like seriously,if not it gonna be a headache. However,May god bless its not 陈钦亮 who will be winning the President Election. He probably gonna make it compulsory for girls to serve NS. FHL like seriously. :/

So...thats all for today's post. :)

Taa,with lotsa loves.

2011-08-26T18:11:00.003+08:00

HUH HUH HUH

Lol,addicted to 4minute's "huh" and this is the outcome! humming "huh huh huh huh...." zillion times!

So hot right? omg,how ii wished ii could dance such well! Envy max!

Anyway,stalkers i changed my blogheader pict!!!! Yea,like AGAIN?~

huh huh huh~ (Alright,im gonna go continue huh huh huh with lotsa envy-ness)

BYE~

Just CLICK! Join ChurpChurp!Refer your friends & get awarded!

Summary of 15 Aug-22Aug.

2011-08-23T17:55:00.003+08:00

Seriously 100000000000000000000000000..... sorry to my dear bloggy.

Have been neglecting it after im back from MIA mode.

one week and five days.

I neglected my blog for like near two weeks!!!

*sincerely sorry and filled with guilt*

So,a little summarize of these 12 days when im away from my this "online diary?"

(Yes,if you are following me on twitter or stalking my FB,you wouldn't have to read this! So waiting for what? Follow me Stalk me! lol )

its actually 6:05pm now.

lets see how long it gonna takes me to summarize these 12 days. Darn.

11 Aug

Its a sad day. No particular reason. Just filled with sadness. Uncountable.

" 找不到,属于我的幸福..."

-婷之文,Ting-a-logy

我以為你就是結果以為溫柔就不痛但我錯了話都說了心也縮了靈魂掏了夢也塌了如果不能讓你懂得不能讓你快樂那麼我放了♥

我终于渐渐明白爱太空那种无奈
让我们看不到未来也没勇气能走开

Then another song

我愛過你 by 邰正宵 & Linda

(Copy the link and hit it on your url bar! Cant get the embed code.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLKCNGCJ2pA&feature=share

我爱过你才懂谁都没有错　
松手安静癒合伤口
走到了最像朋友的出口　
我们怎麽能回头
离开你才懂真实地爱过　
才舍得目送你自由
♥
♥

And joke of the day:

Eileen Hoo(you will know who is she if you do stalk me like now) is...unable to differentiate them.

and it seriously made us felt so...无奈. you know that type of feeling? lol!!!

So i further came up with this "very educational combination of the...BIG CATS".

(IKR! Im such a good GFF lurh. 有心right! Dont envy please,you cant find a second me.no joke.)

And you think the reason i came up with such a good educational stuff is because she thought the lion's wife is tiger and tiger is lion's wife?

Nah nah nah...

this is another reason that really made me...feel like fainting.

OH HELL,SHE'S ASKING ME SO LAO HU IS TIGER OR LION,AND SHI ZI IS TIGER OR LION??!!!!

*FAINTS like seriously*

AND at this point of time...i realised tt i've been away from my blog for one week only.

15 Aug im back from my MIA mode.

So the above is what happened before my MIA.

So,shall now start from 15 Aug.

(11 Aug-15 Aug can be retrieved from my previous post! My MIA Diary.)

15 Aug

A screenshot of a post on my FB during 15 Aug 2010.

I love FB's "On This Day in 2010" max!!!

So tt day,met up with GF Zhiying for dinna.

Corn soup at Mos Burger and Yami Yogurt @AMK Hub.

Chest area felt super uncomfortable when im about to sleep.

Aug 16

my "last words":
Thanks daddy and mummy for bringing me to this world. Thanks everyone who dotes on me. Its a happy thing to have my sisters though i often quarrelled with the breado. Take care of ah ma. I dunno why tears are flowing. Just,afraid that i might leave this world like this. Hmmm...thanks those friends who are always there for me like Gff,GF,Bff,my babes,woman etc. Just wanna say,i really love everyone who's been part of my life. Glad to have you all in my little world. If i left,would like my functioning organs to be donated ah(i toldmy mummy this long ago,just a reminder).Well,just in case im gone suddenly.goodnights. ♥

lol,WTF. Okay,im kinda seriousa about it when i typed it the previous night...

And tt someone gave a pretty sweet call to give me some concern tt night.

Done my FYP poster...

"Don’t trust too much, don’t love too much, don’t hope too much, because that too much can hurt you so much."

-RelatableQuote ♥

(so true isn't it?)

Goodbye Baby by Miss A.

Saw lotsa quotes from Twitter:

So gonna share with you guys.

"我,不会问,不会提,难过了就一个人不停地走.我,不会吵,不会闹,心痛了用沉默代替一切.我,不会哭,不会笑,累了我就会消失一下.我知道,每条路都好难走,我知道，我的那条路就注定了要坎坷.我知道,我不可以去强求任何人.说好不再流泪就不会流,即使心再痛泪就在眼眶.这条路,我一个人走." ♥

"等待雨，是伞一生的宿命。" ♥

有一种朋友不是普通朋友,也很难变成普通朋友. :/ ♥

-婷之文,Ting-a-logy

Aug 17

Its all about quotes:

我藏不住秘密，也藏不住忧伤，正如我藏不住爱你的喜悦，藏不住

分离时的彷徨。我就是这样坦然，你舍得伤，就伤。" ♥

"不爱我，就別感动我。我很傻，会被你感动" ♥

"Love isn't a game and a girls heart isn't a toy." -You can end the game but dont spoil/break the toy. ♥

And on this day,my BFF is back to school! FOR A VERY SHORT WHILE. Visited me in my lab and abandoned me. lol

Then saw this post from

【星座宝典】

@FB.

有一天，老鼠对猫说，我喜欢你。
猫对老鼠说，喜欢个屁，我都想吃你，滚！
接着，老鼠摆着尾巴闪开了。
但是，谁也没有想到，老鼠走后，猫竟然哭了。
其实有一种爱叫做放弃。

牙齿爸爸：“你两个在一起，迟早有一天一个会被另一个害死的！”

sad righht??? ;(

Aug 18

i wanna leave home.

Another quote i saw from Twitter:

"哭的时候没人哄，我学会了坚强；怕的时候没人陪，我学会了勇敢；烦的时候没人问，我学会了承受；累的时候没人可以依靠，我学会了自立。一个人，如果不坚强，软弱给谁看。" ♥

Aug 19

LAST DAY OF FYP!!!! OMGGGG.

And it started with sad songs! HAHA.

好朋友只是朋友还是朋友不能够占有

PepperLunch-ed with Eileen @ AMK Hub. Yami Yogurt too. Walked back from school from AMK thanks to this girl.

Planned to club tt night. But screwed up.

"Little dumb dumb"- it made my night sweet.

Got nothing better to do,thus trying to 气死 bro Ernest on MSN. LOL. He say talk to me can vomit blood. tsk.

Aug 20

Rot at home. yes. with dramas.

Pampered my skin.

Aug 21

Went to SGTCC event @ Suntec Convention Hall with GF Zhiying.

i realized tt i got not much clothes(its actually a full closet but just not enough for me)

Pasta crave satisfied at PastaMania @Cineleisure after the SGTCC event.

Saw a gay couple. er xin max. Holdin each other's waist tight tight while walking. HAHA.

"国民服役不应只对男性国民造成不公平负担,女性公民和永久居民也应履行国民服役. -陈钦亮 "

(FHL laa,whats wrong with him like seriously. Want girl serve NS for what? you think we can tahan BMT? JOKE. :/)

He better not be the president.

Got two same design of connector rings with GF Zhiying at the flea@Scape.

p.e.a.c.e♥

Key to my heart *BLUSH*

Aug 22

CANT STOP CRYING WHEN WATCHING THESE TWO VIDEOS. WATCH IT!!!

TOUCHING MAXXXX T_T

Finished the drama 对我说谎试试.

Its nice!!!

Started another drama "城市猎人" by LeeMinHo.

ITS NICE TOO!!!

Lee MinHo is way too hot. Female lead also very pretty!

ANother quote from Twitter:

"是那个人，不说他也懂；不是那个人，说了也没用。是那个人，不解释也没关系；不是那个人，解释也多余。是那个人，不留他也不走；不是那个人，留也留不住。是那个人，不等自然会遇到；不是那个人，原地也会走丢..." ♥

Today

"有时候老天下一场雨,是因为世界需要洗一洗;有时候眼睛下雨了,是因为心需要洗一洗..." -ChineseLQuotes ♥

从今以后，不会再关心谁了。值得我去担心的，会先担心我的。

-婷之文,Ting-a-logy

MIA Diary.

2011-08-11T22:39:00.014+08:00

Day 1:

心情低落...无与伦比的低落。突然想了很多,不停的想...问自己到底我该怎么走.应该执著地等，还是选择放弃. 眼泪开始不知觉地掉落在脸颊上. 我停止哭泣，拿起我的水，不停地喝着...想说只要我忙着喝水，就不会哭了. 结果，还是哭了. 去了趟洗手间后，手脚冷冰冰的我想说出去走一走. 看着蓝蓝的天空，绿绿的树...我呼吸着的是新鲜空气. 这空气让压抑挺久的我心情放松了许多. 手机里播着李玖哲的"不爱了"...就这样，维持的半个小时. 这天起，我只想躲开人群...不想说话,只想沉溺在自己的世界里，音乐的世界里. ii stopped all interaction with people on twitter/facebook/Msn...appearing offline. And tt someone...hasn't notice about it. Looks like,im nothing to this someone. So be it. Tomatoes for good complexion,a little dessert to brighten up the mood,and grass jelly drink for cooling. Thats the first day i went MIA.

Day 2:

Woke up restlessly. Headed to school restlessly...with only sad songs as my companion. Tomatoes for breakfast. At 9:45am,ii decided to go out and take a deep breathe...suffocating.

4:58pm,i feel sick. spinning headache. uncomfortable heartache. and i feels so cold. my hands are really cold. i need something sweet. some food. someone. i think i need my bed more? Hasn't been talking to anyone since i came back from lunch with GFF. AO for twitter,facebook,msn for another day already. i survived. lets see how long more i can struggle through. 2 days? 3 days? 5 days? a week? two weeks? one month? forever? well i dunno. I'll stop this MIA move when am feeling better. For current,not yet..now its 5:03pm,27 more mins and i can go home. Waiting.

Day 3: Slept for more than 12 hours...having various nightmares. Woke up and its near noon. Just quarrelled with my dumb dunno-from-which-planet sister. Sometimes i hope she dont exist. Her existence irritates me. At this point of time...yes am crying. i've no idea who to go to. And no one is giving me concern. Im tired. seriously. 3:17pm,camping at home watching tv...cried alot earlier. Felt refreshed after a shower. Had a little cup of chocolate chip ice cream...with green apple dices(afraid of freaking fats stored. need to be abiit more healthy!)

5:02pm,having gastric problem. Hungry,but no appetite. No one to go to. Cant find someone to acc me as i decided to free myself from the world temporary. Will i die this way?

10:33PM,watching tv,holding on to the lappy on my laps. Cant tweet,cant fb. Can only keep refreshing and refreshing but cant post anything. At this moment,i think im wrong to think that i got people around who cares about me,know whats on my mind. No concern at all despite MIA-ing. No one notices that this little girl has disappear from their circles. Sad.

Day 4: MIA continues. spent my day watching 2PM's show online.And fml,i fell asleep in the afternoon with my phone held in my hands,with his contact on the phone screen. And while im sleeping,i heard his voice. FROM MY PHONE! WTF,i dialed his number. And of course,i kup the call as soon as i realized it. :( i wished he called back or sms-ed me abt the call. Spent my night...watching 2PM show again. Gonna hit the bed,late i guess.

Day 5: Back to school with Monday Blues. Lunch with FYP clique is awesome. Lotsa nonsense and jokes. Great to have these classmates around. Rushed my Final report for my FYP. Prepared for presentation(Three hell days). Survived the day. Met GF at AMK Hub for dinna. Corn Soup @ MosBurger and Yami's yogurt. Lychee flavor w almond as toppings for me and lychee flavor too with rainbow pebbles for GF Zhiying! Awesome. GF made a pinie promise with me to acc me to catch the movie "Rise of the planet of apes"!!!

She say apes are scary!!! GF wanted to take pictchas as i asked her to wear the same daisy duckie free size tee we got from Milly's E.X.U Buffet. Mine in pink(i got one more in mustard color which is most loved!!!) and GF in white. :)

My five days of MIA. Might probably continue it if my mood isn't back on track.

Taa,Goodnight. Wish me Goodluck for my presentation for the following next three days!

Goodluck to GFF and others too. Miss BFF! <3

Goodbye,im leaving...

2011-08-11T16:43:00.002+08:00

2011-08-10T16:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DADDY!!!

Bought 3 small cakes.(its not cheap okay!)
Daddy papa looks so cute here! :D
Nothing much. Just some nonsense with GFF like usual. Had ATAS lunch today... Ramen day. Went to have ramen at Ajisen@Takashimaya at town.

Headed to get 店小二's 东坡肉 @ AMK Hub for daddy. :) So nothing much,am gonna enjoy watching my drama now. BYEEEE~